I have been reading the book Trusting God this month for the internship, and I must say, it has really helped put things into perspective. So far everything about this internship has been about trusting God. Which coincidently is the thing I struggle with the most. I like to turn to God when big things are going on in my life, but not with the little things. I also have no problem thinking that God will take care of the problems in my friends' lives, but I don't want to bother him with my problems...as if he can't handle them. Which is completely ridiculous, because I believe in a God that is sovereign. I have to raise $36,000 dollars to do this internship, but God is in control of that. If I am meant to go to Maryland, then God has already raised that money for me, I just need to find it. Albeit that is the hard part. But if it is God's will that those people give, then they will.
I'm sorry if this post seems a little all over the place. Overall I'm really excited to see how God works this summer. I'm sure it is probably not going to work out the way I have it planned, but that is okay. Thanks for reading!